KILL THE BEAUTY
You seemed to be the beauty lasting till eternity,
Sorry baby, u just triggered a blurry killing of beauty
You tried to break a happy and enchanted heart,
It is going to start an avalanche of destruction
Our lives are not going to be the same again,
Will make sure you just see hatred and pain
Broken hearts rarely leave such a bloody trail,
But mine will definitely make love’s beliefs fail
Have just realized beauty s surely skin deep,
Will remove all traces of shallow beauty in a blip
Don’t want to ever see those enchanting eyes again,
They just remind me of a gory nightmare
Will get you rid of that flashy smile forever,
Prefer being blind rather than seeing it again
I want to destroy those memories we had together,
Doesn’t matter if I stop believing in relationships altogether
All I want is to direct a new story of our lives,
Its script will ensure savage destruction till the end
Thanks a zillion for giving me my life’s new aim,
Swear on my life, nobody’s going to ever love again
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Just about “I” & “u”
Just about “I” & “U”
Never saw the spark between “WE”,
All I saw was a distant “I” and “U”
Just wanted a sweet life to cherish with U,
And U gave an abrupt ending to my dream view
I dreamt of WE having a family together,
U ended up tearing the dream into tethers
I could not ever take my eyes of your face,
In the end U never wanted to see mine again
I Used to feel endless hours with you were too less,
But saw U got bored in a second’s mess
I saw those dreams every moment for your success,
U said my frenzied thoughts got U stressed
I Lifted U up so you could reach the stars,
U couldn’t care less by calling it a farce
I Always wanted to treasure your million $ smiles,
Our friends said U got pleased hearing my cries
Wanted to give you profuse happiness at every possibility,
U just asked about the end to this frantic stupidity
Loved the thought of spending an evening with U at the beach
U always came up with excuses which never ceased
Simply was myself being with my Heart’s Empress,
U just wanted me to get on par with the rest
Wanted to see my life’s angel’s wishes getting fulfilled,
U conveyed your wish was to never be around me
Secretly wishes to hold your body close to mine,
U just refused to let those distances even shrivel
Almost felt your lovely lips resting on mine,
Too bad, U just cringe whenever near me
Just wanted to enjoy a naughty moment in the dark,
But U just cared a lot about people seeing us together
All I ever asked for was a fairytale story for real,
Why did it seem a scary nightmare to U?
Smiled at the thought of my Princess Juliet,
U didn’t give a thought about your Romeo’s heart dying
Was a thought of two lovers together so harmful,
That U scripted an end to our friendly anecdote?
Now I promise there won’t be a knock on your heart again,
Please keep Ur promise of not returning to my life
Sure, a spineless end to our epic has been breached,
U’ve just taught the world a lesson never to be forgot
Love has just torn apart and ravaged a lovely life,
Thank U for inspiring a zillion away from love’s abyss
Never saw the spark between “WE”,
All I saw was a distant “I” and “U”
Just wanted a sweet life to cherish with U,
And U gave an abrupt ending to my dream view
I dreamt of WE having a family together,
U ended up tearing the dream into tethers
I could not ever take my eyes of your face,
In the end U never wanted to see mine again
I Used to feel endless hours with you were too less,
But saw U got bored in a second’s mess
I saw those dreams every moment for your success,
U said my frenzied thoughts got U stressed
I Lifted U up so you could reach the stars,
U couldn’t care less by calling it a farce
I Always wanted to treasure your million $ smiles,
Our friends said U got pleased hearing my cries
Wanted to give you profuse happiness at every possibility,
U just asked about the end to this frantic stupidity
Loved the thought of spending an evening with U at the beach
U always came up with excuses which never ceased
Simply was myself being with my Heart’s Empress,
U just wanted me to get on par with the rest
Wanted to see my life’s angel’s wishes getting fulfilled,
U conveyed your wish was to never be around me
Secretly wishes to hold your body close to mine,
U just refused to let those distances even shrivel
Almost felt your lovely lips resting on mine,
Too bad, U just cringe whenever near me
Just wanted to enjoy a naughty moment in the dark,
But U just cared a lot about people seeing us together
All I ever asked for was a fairytale story for real,
Why did it seem a scary nightmare to U?
Smiled at the thought of my Princess Juliet,
U didn’t give a thought about your Romeo’s heart dying
Was a thought of two lovers together so harmful,
That U scripted an end to our friendly anecdote?
Now I promise there won’t be a knock on your heart again,
Please keep Ur promise of not returning to my life
Sure, a spineless end to our epic has been breached,
U’ve just taught the world a lesson never to be forgot
Love has just torn apart and ravaged a lovely life,
Thank U for inspiring a zillion away from love’s abyss
Thursday, May 15, 2008
A Helluva DAY
A Helluva DAY
14/5/08 and another four hours after that....is what I will remember for a long time.
A besetting example of a day of hope, aspirations, nerves, zero pressure moments, big energetic highs, rock bottom lows are just few feelings that could describe my day.
It was all associated with the pursuit of one single elusive seat in a college....in layman terms a luxurious seat in an mba college.
Both the highs and lows originated a week back when my career goal of doing an mba seemed sliding far....far away from me an i was just trying to hold onto the last possible amount of positive hope that i could gather from the happenings and the imagination of a better future.
the day before it, just ended with a stupid sense of nervousness of what meant to me as the last ditch attempt at proving my mettle after a spate of successful results in the written examinations.
Had slept late the last night after preparing for my group discussion and personal interview at the cet centre.
a strange sense of a child-like enthusiasm and anxiety englufed me when i got up on D-day.
Right from the moment I got up I started recollecting whatever facts i had read the last few days about so many subjects right from the us recession..to the cliched subject of sez in india.
It was one of those rare ocassions where I reached one hour before time at my centre.
Strangely, had a strong sense of determination in me just to prove i could make it finally at one of those seats I wanted.
Everything right from the gd to the pi went picture perfect according to how i wanted and picturised it to be.
I just felt like being a director of a big time yash raj production film....in full control of all of its characters and the story's fate, everything just seeimg so rosy and amazingly easy.
Finished all of that yaaaaawwwwnigly easy stuff and moved towards home at around 1 in the afternoon humming and listening to fast and chirpy songs all the way there.
Would just have to go fast forward with the rest of the day whcih was just full of doldrums and boring outings....so i would just zoom and snap ahead to around 12 oclock in the night..
Strangely enough i had chosen to remain online a bit late in the night for a change and browsed through the sites i cud find and caiught up wih friends.
it was abt 12 30 when i saw the TISS- community on orkut being plagued by chatters frantically discussing abt the results being out.
Suddenly a funny sense of nervousness and trepidation overcame me.just bulleted my way to the tiss website...crackign my knuckles..hands trembling ab it and legs shaking.
A frantic search through the list put up resulted into one of those trough like lows of my life...a rejection form the institute...suddenly all of the funand the enthusiasm hit an all-time low...
The day which started off at a searing high of emotions....just petered off with me having a oblivion like feeling...suddenly felt like all bells calling for armegeddon started ringing....
The incident just left with me very few options on my side and a very small straw to hold onto before falling onto the cliff.
But suddenly and surprisingly a search for a sense of postivity also surged inside me..seeing other people also down with sadness just like me, just made me try fto make them feel better.
An almost artifical sense of optimisim prevailed over my mind so as to make others feel better about their rejection at tiss.Silly funny statements and motivational drugeries was what i tried to get poeple happy again....
Slept a bit late in the night just worried about what the future holds for me....
Was thinking anbout thsi rule of life which says every failure in life will carry an equal amount of opporunity with it...throwing open a new door of sucess and opporunity for you.wanted to believe in it pretty badly
The late sense of optimism developed int he night just left me with a quote in my mind:-
"TISS ho Yaa Miss Life Mein Hamesha Rahega FiZZZZzZZZZ....."
14/5/08 and another four hours after that....is what I will remember for a long time.
A besetting example of a day of hope, aspirations, nerves, zero pressure moments, big energetic highs, rock bottom lows are just few feelings that could describe my day.
It was all associated with the pursuit of one single elusive seat in a college....in layman terms a luxurious seat in an mba college.
Both the highs and lows originated a week back when my career goal of doing an mba seemed sliding far....far away from me an i was just trying to hold onto the last possible amount of positive hope that i could gather from the happenings and the imagination of a better future.
the day before it, just ended with a stupid sense of nervousness of what meant to me as the last ditch attempt at proving my mettle after a spate of successful results in the written examinations.
Had slept late the last night after preparing for my group discussion and personal interview at the cet centre.
a strange sense of a child-like enthusiasm and anxiety englufed me when i got up on D-day.
Right from the moment I got up I started recollecting whatever facts i had read the last few days about so many subjects right from the us recession..to the cliched subject of sez in india.
It was one of those rare ocassions where I reached one hour before time at my centre.
Strangely, had a strong sense of determination in me just to prove i could make it finally at one of those seats I wanted.
Everything right from the gd to the pi went picture perfect according to how i wanted and picturised it to be.
I just felt like being a director of a big time yash raj production film....in full control of all of its characters and the story's fate, everything just seeimg so rosy and amazingly easy.
Finished all of that yaaaaawwwwnigly easy stuff and moved towards home at around 1 in the afternoon humming and listening to fast and chirpy songs all the way there.
Would just have to go fast forward with the rest of the day whcih was just full of doldrums and boring outings....so i would just zoom and snap ahead to around 12 oclock in the night..
Strangely enough i had chosen to remain online a bit late in the night for a change and browsed through the sites i cud find and caiught up wih friends.
it was abt 12 30 when i saw the TISS-
Suddenly a funny sense of nervousness and trepidation overcame me.just bulleted my way to the tiss website...crackign my knuckles..hands trembling ab it and legs shaking.
A frantic search through the list put up resulted into one of those trough like lows of my life...a rejection form the institute...suddenly all of the funand the enthusiasm hit an all-time low...
The day which started off at a searing high of emotions....just petered off with me having a oblivion like feeling...suddenly felt like all bells calling for armegeddon started ringing....
The incident just left with me very few options on my side and a very small straw to hold onto before falling onto the cliff.
But suddenly and surprisingly a search for a sense of postivity also surged inside me..seeing other people also down with sadness just like me, just made me try fto make them feel better.
An almost artifical sense of optimisim prevailed over my mind so as to make others feel better about their rejection at tiss.Silly funny statements and motivational drugeries was what i tried to get poeple happy again....
Slept a bit late in the night just worried about what the future holds for me....
Was thinking anbout thsi rule of life which says every failure in life will carry an equal amount of opporunity with it...throwing open a new door of sucess and opporunity for you.wanted to believe in it pretty badly
The late sense of optimism developed int he night just left me with a quote in my mind:-
"TISS ho Yaa Miss Life Mein Hamesha Rahega FiZZZZzZZZZ....."
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